





This is what I look like today, I have been sick for the past three days and today is the first day I can say my symptoms are on the decline. And the thought of a shower before 3:00 seemed reasonable until of course August decided not to sleep unless I held him, I forgot Gavin had school and had to rush him to get ready and drive him to the bus stop (yes dressed like this bathrobe and all) and then Milo decided (rather vehemently aka temper tantrum ) that he can't live unless he watches Alvin and the Chipmunks on YouTube which means I have to be close by every 6 mins or so because I can't really let my 2 yr old loose on YouTube now can I. And so once I get lunch for everyone and then settle Milo down for some sort of mind numbing program on T.V. and get August to sleep I think I just will get that shower. It has been one solid week of sickness at our house. Chad and I are the last to have whatever we have and hopefully it will be over soon. I have been thinking though about new chapters in life. So many people around me (including myself) are experiencing this. My sister is expecting #2, my other sister just got married, a friend just quit her job to be a full time mom. I always have a tendency to try and make my new chapters not happen ( I am not one for change) but I then find out once it happens it is for the best. Please tell me I am not the only person that does this and why do I? some clarity would be nice.
The truth...
1-I will never be the mom that spends hours on decorating treats for my kids class.
2-I will never be good at taking prenatal vitamins or finishing a prescription or taking it when I am supposed to.
3- I won't ever have kids that sit quietly during the entire sacrament meeting. (I will keep trying though)
4- I will never let chad stiff a waiter no matter how bad the service is.
5- I will never let anyone come before me, after all if I am not 100% how can I help anyone else be.
1- I will always tell my husband and my kids I love them every time they walk out the door, even if they are just going to the neighbours.
2- I will always color my hair. (No I am not a natural blonde...anymore.)
3- I will always take an opportunity for a Sunday nap...(unless it is Chad's turn.)
4- I will always give you my opinion.
5- I will always listen to the advice of people and then make my own choice.
This is a tag and so the 5 people I choose are...drum roll
1-tiffani
2-annie
3-emily
4-colette
5- cricket
(I know there is picture up there twice but I am trying to work out kinks in my editing)

