just some thoughts

It has been one solid week of sickness at our house. Chad and I are the last to have whatever we have and hopefully it will be over soon. I have been thinking though about new chapters in life. So many people around me (including myself) are experiencing this. My sister is expecting #2, my other sister just got married, a friend just quit her job to be a full time mom. I always have a tendency to try and make my new chapters not happen ( I am not one for change) but I then find out once it happens it is for the best. Please tell me I am not the only person that does this and why do I? some clarity would be nice.